Jamie

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 05:26:45 GMT

ive been goin back and reading some of my old entries, and besides coming to the conclusion that i was quite immature and that i miss seeing a lot more people than i thought i did, i never made the connection that my avo was the guy that invited me and feyi to the barron park party with all those guys that one night junior year, and i didnt even notice avo cuz i was obsessed with yoshi. wierd how u can make those connections just by goin back and reading everything. and i had forgotten how long me and nick campi went on for. and that i had a lot of shit goin on with different guys, i was a hoeeeee. ;-)

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 21:52:47 GMT

8 more days of michigan.

its actually been going a lot faster than i thought it would, but its still been kind of boring. friday night i sat here with my brother all night while my parents and everyone were out. last night we went to sharis and went out to dinner, then i stayed up til 430 watching tv. today was fun, i went shopping with michelle, deb and my mom to find an outfit to wear to andreas wedding shower, and i got this really hot halter dress thats black with these blue stripes goin around it, asymmetrical hem ,its cute. i also bought a pleated jean skirt, and i think im actually gonna use self tanner on my legs since my legs are hopeless but the rest of my body is tan. but then we went to chilis and my aunts and mom proceded to drink about 1000000 margaritas and were kind of all over the place, so i had to drive home. i swear to god my moms family are some of the most entertaining drunk people ive ever seen :-) i spent part of yesterday talkin to lisa bout all the shit we need to get for our house next year, and its kind of overwhelming. luckily theres been hella free shit on craigslist, so we're not stressin yet. this is a really boring entry to go with my really boring vacation.

:-D

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 00:28:37 GMT

so getting to michigan yesterday was way less than perfect. our flight was supposed to leave at 1235 from san francisco (read: 25mins from my house), but my mom decided it would be a good idea to get there at 9:30 because we didnt have assigned seats. Airport Time=3 hours. we get there, and our flight was delayed until 130. Airport Time=4 hours. As we're waiting in line to check in and all that, the departures board changes suddenly to our flight leaving at 3 fucking 30...TOTAL AIRPORT TIME=6 HOURS. plus the 4 hour flight. it was super annoying cuz i was so close to home but couldnt leave since we had been dropped off...at least our flight was straight thru to detroit and there were no stops. but the only things planned for this trip are all the weekend after this one...family reunion for my dad next saturday and andreas bridal shower sunday. i might go on the golf thing again this year which will kill time friday, and i have to go buy a dress for the shower, but other than that theres nuthin to do. oh well, im home in 11 days. hopefully this trip wont be too bad. i just feel like im here for a really long time...

WARPED TOUR TICKET!!!!!

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 18:43:18 GMT

Do you or anyone you know need a Warped Tour ticket for this Saturday, July 3 in San Francisco?? I bought one but now I can't go, and I really need the money that I used to buy it. I'll sell it for $30 (they're $32 tickets, $36.60 if bought at a Ticketmaster place, and even more if you buy them online). Ill seriously bring it to you, and you get to pay a lot less thank you would if you bought it anywhere else. If anyone wants this, please please tell me, I'm desperate. Its gonna be a really awesome show and I'm really upset that I cant go-it comes out to being less than a dollar a band, and the bands are amazing this year (http://www.warpedtour2004.com). Thanks so much!

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 04:07:52 GMT

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 23:29:55 GMT

soo lisa and i are having a conversation about guys weve hooked up with/dated and how they all have had incredibly generic names, and then we started counting how many people weve hooked up with and its kind of bad. i mean, i started thinking about it and theres so many people i dont remember. like the guy i met at the club that i gave him my number, but he put it in his friends phone, and his friend called me when i was at a basketball game and then me and lisa went to his cousins house. i dont remember his name. and all the other club guys, and my hoeish sophomore year, and everything....its kind of bad. its part of the reason why im impressed that i did what i did this year...i dont pull relationships like that. i guess its part of the whole maturity thing...

i dont really like writing titles.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 17:42:35 GMT

wow.
i just turned down smokin a blunt with nick fodor on his first morning back on the offchance that i might have to pass a drug test in the near future.
what the hell is wrong with me?

anyway, the family is safely on their way to hawaii as of 7am this morning when i got up to drive them to the airport. now i have this empty house and nothing to do with myself until about 6 when all my friends are off work or ready to go out or whatever. they gave me $100, 20 of which was spent on gas and 5 on two egg mcmuffins this morning. (soo many situps to get rid of that shit...) im not gonna spend much more cuz ill prolly be eating out a couple times but im gonna try to save some of it. my mom gave me a bag of change that has 33 bucks in it, so now i am gonna go to warped tour on the third. other than that i have no idea how much money i have. i went to the temp agency thing yesterday and they said they didnt have any work as of then but they should soon. joy. at least it pays hella well. today will most likely consist of laying in the sun and attempting to finish unpacking, which probably wont happen for awhile cuz im lazy like that. whatever. i had a first real convo with jamie since we got back and it was good. i told him i hooked up with brandon and he said he couldnt hold anything against me cuz that would be extremely unfair and fucked up, and that its not gonna be awkward when we get back (which is in 74 days for me!!!!) we established that we really are ready to go back now cuz home kind of blows, but that we both needed to get away so its good. once this weekend is over everything picks up so i wont be as bored. brandons home tuesday, warped tours the 3rd, michigan 11 days later, and then its brandons bday/matts house is open, then its august which prolly entails some tahoe trip at some point. especially if matts parents buy the condo there they want-its right by the river and the lake so we can go rafting and swimming and it has a hottub. woot woot :-) buuuuut i really need to work. like bad. this temp thing is good cuz theres some time im not gonna be here and thats all find and dandy if u work for them, but its not cool some other places. i dunno. blah. i might have people over tonite but i have a doctors appt at 930 tomorrow morning, so we'll see. and i prolly wont have people over tomorrow night for michaels birthday...that can be emrichs deal. but whatever. im done with this now.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 06:47:09 GMT

sooooooooo last night was a very interesting way to kick off my summer vacation. brian threw a kegger up at his house in alamo (alamo=HUGE houses) and practically everyone that i gave a shit about from school was there-lisa, marlena, daniel, elias, josh, evan, skip, jay, blake, amy, mike, mikes bro, mikes friend, cindy, katie, brandon, and hella of brians friends who are all way cool. we started out the night with kings, and ended with keg stands and waaayyyy too much weed. basically everyone was really fucked up. i remember sitting in the bathroom after smoking, and then sitting at brians kitchen table telling myself that i had to remember what was happening and that i couldnt pass out. but i guess i told brandon that i wanted to go to bed, and the next thing i kno its 645am and im in brians parents room in my underwear with brandon right next to me. and a fat headache. luckily i didnt throw up at all ever. brandon was tryin to convince me that we had sex, and even though i dont remember what did happen i kno we didnt have sex. apparently nuthin to major happened. so we laid around in bed for a few hours and it was totally adorable. i havent had a crush on someone for a looonng time, and this is really fun. anyway so we get up and go downstairs and amy is being a total bitch, yellin at katie and shit cuz she cant find her camera and her keys. she kept tryin to convince everyone that she hadnt been that loaded, but she lost all her shit and drove her car at 5am into a huge rock which fucked up her bumper. after brians me and lis went to castro valley and went and ate with brandon then went and hung out at his house for hella long. it was weird cuz his parents kno he smokes, and brett came over with some weed and we went in his backyard to hit the bong, and his dad was just wandering around the backyard fixing their motorbikes and shit. it was kind of awkward, especially cuz i know they dont approve of it and i had just met them, and here i am rippin the bong with their son. real good. but he has an 18 month old brother named jensen who is THE cutest little boy in the entire world, and im totally in love with him more than i am with brandon. but anyway. parents leav thursday for hawaii, michael turns 21 on friday, hopefully have a job interview in the next couple days...break probably wont be that torturously horrible. å

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 08:12:42 GMT

i hate this leaving school shit. i knew the entire time i was moving out that i was leaving but i was completely numb to it. i knew that on friday at 12pm i had to be out of my room. the technical aspects of it were there but mentally i was only leaving santa cruz to come home for a day. i didnt really say goodbye to anybody. most the people im gonna see tomorrow and throughout the summer, but people like jamie that im not gonna see i didnt really say goodbye to either. i went through the motions of doing it but hasnt really hit that im really not gonna see some of these people for two and a half months; some of them never again. but whatever. its really not that long of a time when u think about it, and ill be so consumed with work and stuff that i probably wont really notice.

DaYamGrl13 (12:30:45 AM): dfvbnhdghj
Gbla34 (12:31:29 AM): same 2 u
DaYamGrl13 (12:31:44 AM): ive had enough of home
DaYamGrl13 (12:31:49 AM): im ready to go back now
Gbla34 (12:31:50 AM): me 2
Gbla34 (12:31:56 AM): i was ready 5 hrs ago
DaYamGrl13 (12:32:03 AM): thats when its gonna be the worst
Gbla34 (12:32:06 AM): i already got in a fight with my mom
DaYamGrl13 (12:32:09 AM): realizing i cant go back when i want to
Gbla34 (12:32:13 AM): yea
DaYamGrl13 (12:32:15 AM): really? damn
Gbla34 (12:32:18 AM): yea
DaYamGrl13 (12:32:21 AM): i havent cried yet
DaYamGrl13 (12:32:28 AM): im totally impressed with myself
Gbla34 (12:32:49 AM): hah
Gbla34 (12:32:51 AM): me 2
DaYamGrl13 (12:33:15 AM): whatever
DaYamGrl13 (12:33:18 AM): itll happen
DaYamGrl13 (12:33:29 AM): i almost did when jamie left but i restrained myself
Gbla34 (12:33:47 AM): good..i guess
Gbla34 (12:33:52 AM): its okay to cry u know
DaYamGrl13 (12:33:55 AM): i know
DaYamGrl13 (12:34:00 AM): and im going to at some point
Gbla34 (12:34:09 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:34:20 AM): not tomorrow cause we'll see each other
DaYamGrl13 (12:34:41 AM): i might
Gbla34 (12:34:50 AM): bah
DaYamGrl13 (12:34:52 AM): alcohol can do that to u
Gbla34 (12:34:56 AM): YEA TRUE
DaYamGrl13 (12:35:06 AM): lol
DaYamGrl13 (12:35:22 AM): itll be weird having all of u there except jamie ya kno
Gbla34 (12:35:29 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:35:37 AM): but then brandon will be there
DaYamGrl13 (12:35:45 AM): i kno
Gbla34 (12:35:45 AM): so it will be like u have someone
DaYamGrl13 (12:35:49 AM): im worried about it
Gbla34 (12:35:56 AM): about what?
DaYamGrl13 (12:35:59 AM): yeah but its not even that at all
DaYamGrl13 (12:36:29 AM): i mean i like brandon a lot but i just left jamie today ya kno
DaYamGrl13 (12:36:36 AM): its super fast
Gbla34 (12:36:37 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:37:05 AM): but now is a good time to make a good, helathyier relationhsip with someone else
DaYamGrl13 (12:37:10 AM): i know that
Gbla34 (12:37:17 AM): cause what u and jame had was not exactally healthy
Gbla34 (12:37:23 AM): all the time
DaYamGrl13 (12:37:26 AM): but i had the best day with jamie that ive had in a loooooong time
Gbla34 (12:37:34 AM): thats awesome
DaYamGrl13 (12:37:36 AM): today
DaYamGrl13 (12:37:55 AM): not when u want it to keep goin and it cant
Gbla34 (12:38:07 AM): well its up to your descression and drunkenness
Gbla34 (12:38:15 AM): yea thats true
DaYamGrl13 (12:38:50 AM): i mean we both kno its not gonna work now whatever
Gbla34 (12:38:57 AM): well u will know by the end of the summer weather or not u want something again
DaYamGrl13 (12:38:59 AM): thats all been established
Gbla34 (12:38:59 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:39:01 AM): yea
DaYamGrl13 (12:39:04 AM): yeah i kno
DaYamGrl13 (12:39:12 AM): i went thru the saaame thing over winter break
Gbla34 (12:39:14 AM): its a good time to think about it
DaYamGrl13 (12:39:23 AM): i know
Gbla34 (12:39:35 AM): but this is more of a test, now that u guys have been going out longer and know more now
DaYamGrl13 (12:39:40 AM): the thing is that we're always gonna want something from each other
DaYamGrl13 (12:39:53 AM): its just to what extent we're able to act upon it
Gbla34 (12:40:59 AM): yea well you will be much wiser by then end of summer
DaYamGrl13 (12:41:05 AM): i kno
Gbla34 (12:41:07 AM): cause im sure u will talk to jamie a lot
DaYamGrl13 (12:41:13 AM): i dunno
DaYamGrl13 (12:41:18 AM): i really dont at all
Gbla34 (12:41:24 AM): hmm
DaYamGrl13 (12:41:34 AM): hes not a phone person, and my online time once start working is cut way down
Gbla34 (12:41:43 AM): well if he really cares about u i would thtink he would make an attempt to talk to u
Gbla34 (12:41:48 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:41:49 AM): true
DaYamGrl13 (12:41:53 AM): i kno he will
Gbla34 (12:42:00 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:42:05 AM): i hope he does
DaYamGrl13 (12:42:07 AM): but im used to talking to him 10 million times a day
Gbla34 (12:42:11 AM): yea
Gbla34 (12:42:13 AM): true
DaYamGrl13 (12:42:14 AM): its a huge adjustment
Gbla34 (12:42:19 AM): like i said its a test
DaYamGrl13 (12:42:26 AM): yuuuup
DaYamGrl13 (12:42:35 AM): fuckin life and its stupid tests
Gbla34 (12:42:51 AM): he and u never know u might find some guy this summer who u are just equally obsesed with as jamie
Gbla34 (12:42:54 AM): hah
DaYamGrl13 (12:43:06 AM): hahaha
DaYamGrl13 (12:43:15 AM): it always comes out one sided ya kno
DaYamGrl13 (12:43:25 AM): everyone always tells me how obsessed with him i am
Gbla34 (12:43:26 AM): whatever doesnt kill u only makes u stronger
Gbla34 (12:43:30 AM): u are
DaYamGrl13 (12:43:39 AM): and i try to convince people that its not really
Gbla34 (12:43:39 AM): uve told me u are addicted to him
DaYamGrl13 (12:43:52 AM): but then i come off looking like im just saying it to make myself look less pathetic
Gbla34 (12:43:53 AM): which for me = obbsessiveness
DaYamGrl13 (12:44:00 AM): hahahha
DaYamGrl13 (12:44:24 AM): it gets to the point where its like i dunno if im addicted to him personally or just havin someone like that around
DaYamGrl13 (12:44:55 AM): and everytime hes gone for a long time it goes back and forth between the two
DaYamGrl13 (12:45:03 AM): its very vicious
Gbla34 (12:45:08 AM): u know i really never though of that second one, but that could be the truth
DaYamGrl13 (12:45:19 AM): its completely possible
Gbla34 (12:45:29 AM): maybe u need to try something with someone and figure that out
DaYamGrl13 (12:45:49 AM): ure completely and hopelessly in love with someone when u know u miss their personality rather than their physical presence
DaYamGrl13 (12:45:54 AM): and i dont know which one it is
Gbla34 (12:46:08 AM): thats a delema
DaYamGrl13 (12:46:12 AM): although i have been puttin brandon and jamie up against each other which is unfair
DaYamGrl13 (12:46:18 AM): cuz jamie knows me way better
Gbla34 (12:46:21 AM): yea its different
Gbla34 (12:46:24 AM): yea
DaYamGrl13 (12:46:30 AM): i dont know how brandon is in situations like that really
DaYamGrl13 (12:46:37 AM): so ill have to wait it out
Gbla34 (12:46:42 AM): yea
DaYamGrl13 (12:46:45 AM): which is extremely frusterating
Gbla34 (12:47:33 AM): hey u never know the 3rd person could slip in too, and then u would have some comparisons, u need to evaluate u it seems like the most
DaYamGrl13 (12:47:43 AM): i know i do
DaYamGrl13 (12:47:47 AM): blaaahhhhhh
DaYamGrl13 (12:47:54 AM): fuck all u men i hate you
DaYamGrl13 (12:47:57 AM): :-D
Gbla34 (12:47:57 AM): hey, its personal growth its good
DaYamGrl13 (12:48:02 AM): i know
DaYamGrl13 (12:48:09 AM): it has to happen and this is a good time for it

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:27:20 GMT

You're a Spirograph!! You're pretty tripped out,
even though you've been known to be a bit
boring at times. You manage to serve your
purpose in life while expending hardly any
effort (and are probably stoned to the gills
all the while).

What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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Mon, 03 May 2004 16:56:59 GMT

im really not sure how long i can keep going with this. shes only been here for like 18 hours and i already cant deal with it. i surprised myself by being able to go downtown with them and everyone else, and it was okay. they didnt hold hands or kiss or do anything in front of me, and i know hes only doing that so its easier on me. so i really was alright for awhile. but now shits hitting the fan and i dont know what to do about it or how to handle it or anything. i havent eaten anything and when i try to eat it i throw up. i throw up even if i havent eaten anything. im having anxiety attacks. this is really fucking bad. i dont know why im reacting like this but i guess ure brain can make ure body do weird things. the whole situation just disgusts me and depresses me at the same time. i cant change anything, all i can do is think about them laying in his bed and kissing and doing all this stuff and it makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry or go throw up. i have to go present my midterm project today and i dont know how im gonna be able to do that. ill have to compose myself for 15 minutes but i cant even think about sitting in class for 4 hours today. at first i thought her coming might be okay; i was getting kind of sick of him. but the reason ive been sick of him is cuz we've been arguing lately, but we've been arguing because she was coming. she leaves at 730 tomorrow morning. i have to make it almost 24 more hours before maybe ill start getting better. i havent stopped crying since i woke up this morning.
almost every major thing that has happened to me this year has gone on in his room. most of them have gone on sitting in his bed. ive cried multiple times in his bed. ive gotten into fights in his bed. ive had sex in his bed. i found out my grandma died when i was sitting in his bed. i slept in his bed for three solid months, and still do from time to time. ive passed out drunk in his bed. almost every time ive gotten drunk this year and many of the times ive gotten stoned ive been in his room. the majority of my college experience has involved his room in some way. and i go in there yesterday cuz everyone was smoking and shes lyin on the bed like i always do. whenever im hanging out in his room im sitting or laying on the bed. it was just like this huge slap in the face...the place that i considered mine has been taken over by the one person i wish didnt exist. i had honestly hoped i would be able to deal with this. i didnt want her to leave and him find out that ive been a complete wreck ever since she got here. but i made my effort yesterday and realized maybe i cant handle it, so hes just gonna have to deal with whatever i have to tell him. i dont want to leave bed today.

420 and yada yada yada.

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 18:22:35 GMT

So 420 was spent deliciously stoned. We smoked at midnight, woke up at 420am and smoked, smoked when we woke up, several times between then and 420, at 420, and several times throughout the night. that was by far the best sleep of my life. it was fun :-) it sucked cuz that was the day everyone had class (we smoked before writing and b't writing/comp lit) but people just didnt go or went rediculously baked. it was fun. worth the weed money? probably not cuz im broke as fuck but its fun to celebrate the...holiday? sure why not. it is. we didnt go out to porter tho cuz we were too stoned/lazy, but there were upwards of about 500 people there...

PICS OF PORTER!! (i dunno who took these...) http://newsfrog.com/420/

isnt that sweet? the cops came and just watched. not like they could do anything anyways. i love my stoner school.

ANYWAYS...
so kelles coming. sunday night the 2nd til tuesday morning th 4th. this does not make me happy. i do not want the dumb bitch to come and hang out with my friends and live on my floor and sleep in the bed i slept in for three months and have sex in the room ive been having sex in since november. im really really upset but i dont think jameson knows that...he knows i dont like it and how awkward its gonna be but im truly pissed. he said he was tryin to hold off on her coming until next year if theyre still together but noooo, shes coming next weekend. stupid bitch.
i just dont want to have to see her at all. everyone else is kind of upset that shes coming cuz it puts them in a horrible position too. the last thing i want is to go in the bathroom to brush my teeth and see them coming out of the same shower. i think that would make me totally sick. and of course since shes coming hes been trying to justify me of everything...i still love you just not like i love her, i still have feelings for you, i know you'll always be around and we can always cuddle and shit, blah blah blah blah blah. well, that shit means nothing to me when shes gonna be here in my face. and i have a midterm that monday too. yech. shoot me in the face please.

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 22:22:48 GMT

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
...thousands of hits. Most search engines attempt to list pages in order from best to worst, but these (computer literacy book)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
nothing to the side....but forward my computer??

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Music videos at 330 in the morning
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is.
3:30 pm

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
3:12 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Jameson playing my bass

7. When did you last step outside?
goin to class
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
my email

9. What are you wearing?
dark blue AE jeans and my old softball shirt from 5th grade

10. Did you dream last night?
uhm...I dont think so

11. When did you last laugh?
last night...after evans haircut and having a 7th grade sleepover with jameson lauren and evan til 3

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
HELLA photos of everything

13. Seen anything weird lately?
besides someones butt because they were mooning me??

15. What is the last film you saw?
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A car.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
id rather be naked then have to wear clothes.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
ending hunger....or killing GWB.

19. Do you like to dance?
hell yes.

20. George Bush:
haha...he cant pronounce nuclear!!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Tyler Lauren (unless I marry Jameson when im 30, he wants to name her Cashmere!)

21. b) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Kelly sumthin or other

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
maybe....i dunno if id like bein that far from everything tho.

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 09:13:31 GMT

sometimes its nice when you start having doubts about something/someone and then they just justify everything for you and let you know everything is going to be okay.

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 00:59:57 GMT

ORANGE COUNTY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MEXICO WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D

i am sooooooooooooo stoked...its gonna be insane. it totally crept up on me too...i was expectin this weekend to go hella slow but it went way fast. im excited bout meetin jamesons friends and stuff and to see grant, and the drive down should be fun wit mar and daniel except i have to drive now....blah. oh well. but....YAY!! :-D

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 00:00:53 GMT

Its way too hot out. im done with finals and have nothing to do until 5am friday morning which is when i have to get up to go home. i probably wont even sleep that night. jameson has to take matt to the airport and get him there by 530, and then hes gonna crash at my house until grant gets out of class in sf so jameson can go pick him up and drive home. apparently emrichs havin a kegger friday night which should be fun. im only really home for 4 days until i leave for OC...me marlena and daniel are drivin down there on tuesday, stayin at jamesons, then meetin up wit henry and diana on wednesday and goin down to mexico. MEXICO!!!!!!!! its gonna be insane. i have a feeling based on the ppl im goin with that im gonna be drunk pretty much the entire time im there. :-D not complaining....anyway we're leavin there friday and then we're hopefully gonna meet up with ellie in SD for dinner that night so i can see her, and then crash at jamesons again and go home saturday.
part of me wants to go home and part of me doesnt...i guess just cuz winter break got kind of boring after awhile but now i wont be home for so long. whatever. ST PATRICKS DAY and i have 8 beers left :-) go me. i just sold my textbooks back for $73 bucks, which means im not broke anymore thank god. anyways...

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 20:12:00 GMT

WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with?: jameson for pinching me for not wearing green.
2. What is your weapon of choice?: probably a gun...or a sniper rifle
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: yes
4. How about of the same sex?: yup (only when me and lauren are havin boob fights, or when shes annoying me)
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: uhmm...probably my mom.
6. What are your pet peeves?: people who bring up the past, ignorant people, when someone doesnt kno when to shut up, having no gas in my car, tactlessness, not havin any clean clothes. :-)
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: i really really wish i could hold grudges sometimes but im totally incapable of it.
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: floss? wear my retainer?
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: i think like 2 or 3.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: brad cory...i called his house to see when he was comin home again but no one answered.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?:
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: haha yeah...the one for that rolling convertible cart thing...and a toothbrush cleaner.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: last week
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? no alarm today cuz IM DONE WITH SCHOOL!!
GLUTTONY
1. What is your favorite overpriced yuppie beverage?: caramel macchiatos
2. Meat eater?: fo sho!!
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: 12 shots of bacardi gold...blech.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: no
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: im not a spicy food fan, and i like salty and sweet foods...you need a balance of both. :-)
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?: haha no....
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: does this count justin and matt pantsing each other? if it does, then id say....5? maybe?
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: 3
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: haha only to make fun of them for staring at girls boobs.
4. Have you "done it"?: yea
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: ohh this is a really hard one....im gonna have to say eyes, lips, backs, stomachs, arms...how bout all of them?? its not really a particular part, just how it all fits together.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? i had some australian guy come up to me downtown and ask me if id be in a 'movie' with them that only gets marketed in australia...he said i would get paid based on how much i did...it was kind of weird.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: yes
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: only a debit card.
2. What is your guilty pleasure store?: ohhh im gonna have to agree with ellie on this and say target...i could spend soooo much money there...
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: buy a truck and help my parents redo our house like they want to, then save the rest.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: famous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: nope, id rather be entertained and live modestly
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: no
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: according to itunes its 1716.
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: this is a hard question too...i really dont know.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: probably going to college.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: i dont like these kinds of questions...i have no idea. uhh...go skydiving and just be contend with my life the way it is.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: yeah sometimes
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: yes
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: once in like 7th grade on a biology test.
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: uhm...got up before 12? i dunno :-D
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends' would you most want to have for your own?: i want my aunt pams car!!! her dodge ram...soooo sexy
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: amy, her room is so awesome!
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: not anyone specific per se, but id be somethin like a pro snowboarder or sumthin like that :-)
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: yes
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: uhh not really, im pretty happy with myself.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: the ability to overcome jealousy
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: no but its a good one
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: lust baby ;-)

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 05:25:02 GMT

You are YOSHI!! You're green, you have a long
tounge, you're cute, you're funny...what's NOT
to love about you?

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Mon, 15 Mar 2004 05:18:44 GMT

You are ANNA'S JAUNTY CAP.

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why i love california

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 22:48:10 GMT

its definitely 80 degrees here. ive gone to the beach sunday and yesterday and im in shorts right now sweating my ass off. it doesnt get any better than it bein hot in march :-)

8 days til im done with finals, 10 days til i go home, 15 til orange county, 16 til MEXICO :-D

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 02:50:55 GMT

no acid :-(

stolen from alexi!!

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 20:48:03 GMT

Step 1. Open up your iTunes/Musicmatch/whatever program you use to play your music collection.
Step 2. Put all your music on random.*
Step 3. Write down the first 20 songs it plays, no matter how embarrasing.

Eminem-who knew
scapegoat wax-party of one
mxpx-is the answer in the question?
lauryn hill-tell him
the living end-blood on your hands
modest mouse-alone down there
pod-rediculous
craig david-once in a lifetime
good charlotte-little things
sublime-seed
mariah carey-underneath the stars
mxpx-circumstance
cake-hem of your garment
sugar ray-new directions
bad religion-what it is
alanis morisette-head over feet
stacie orrico-i could be the one
les mis-one day more
talib kweli-talk to you
green day-jaded

i think im still drunk...

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 20:16:28 GMT

so this chick came to my dorm on wednesday rite cuz she was doin a project for photo on peoples shoes. jameson and i both told her, sure, we'll model shoes for you, why not? so she comes and shes cool whatever and the whole thing was we were supposed to be relatively naked for this which made it much more interesting. so jameson was in his boxers and i was in booty short underwear things and a beater, and the girl was tellin us that only one person had gotten completely naked, and that was her friend who was only wearing uggs and just stood there covering his crotch with a really confused look on his face. lol so of course jameson was like ill get naked and just strips down and lays on the bed and starts doing all these poses it was hella funny. but it was interesting standing in front of my window wall that faces the whole quad with just my underwear on. but i did get to wear my bitchin green shoes. :-)
last night was too much alcohol night...i had 12 shots and i didnt feel drunk enough for 12 shots, but oohhhh man this morning has been so shitty...i feel like asshole and a half. jameson had to sleep in here last night cuz one of evans friends puked in his bed. sucks. he'll prolly end up sleeping in here tonite he said cuz evans two friends always kind of take over his bed. BUT...this is bring friends to college weekend again...brians gfs here, evans got chantelle and jay here til tomorrow nite, and today matt danielle patrick and maybe andy are all coming up and stayin the nite. yay!! i have friends!! it should be fun but i dunno if my body will handle alcohol tonight. mexicos gonna be interesting then...i think we're all just gonna be drunk the entire time. hmm. oh well. :-) okay i dont have anything else to say really...

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 04:09:30 GMT

cold spaghettios are very very very very very very very very good.

that is all.

sorry i was bored...

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 02:41:25 GMT

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

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Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

What kind of girl are you?
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